f f f f f f f finals....

well i just finished my human development final and boy was it a doosy on my brain and nervous system.  you see it was in essay format which made me want to explode and die rather than sit down and start writing.  one thing i learned in this class was my 'learned helplessness', i've never really let myself achieve.  i only chalk it up to luck or someone else's pity on me, when i really can do these things.  i can succeed, i am not an idiot, i am not perfect and have never had a problem admitting that.  but thank goodness that test is over and now only 2 more to go.  i also got an A on my paper for that class and am feeling super awesome about that!  woohoo!!!!