f f f f f f f finals....

well i just finished my human development final and boy was it a doosy on my brain and nervous system.  you see it was in essay format which made me want to explode and die rather than sit down and start writing.  one thing i learned in this class was my 'learned helplessness', i've never really let myself achieve.  i only chalk it up to luck or someone else's pity on me, when i really can do these things.  i can succeed, i am not an idiot, i am not perfect and have never had a problem admitting that.  but thank goodness that test is over and now only 2 more to go.  i also got an A on my paper for that class and am feeling super awesome about that!  woohoo!!!!

it's been a while...

well a lot has happened.... my dear friend lulu lost her battle with cancer and i was very sad to lose her.  she was the happiest, most joyful jokester i'd ever had the pleasure of knowing.  she's in a better place, not in pain anymore and all that jazz, but i still wish i could hear her laugh or tell me about how many candy bars she'd eaten that day (fun size ones of course).  turkey day is done and the horrible holiday of christmas is upon us.  and i have finals in a little over a week.  wtf, omg and any other acronym out there that fits this moment.  i'll have to think on that one.  so that's all for now, short and sweet.  hang in there peeps!