oh snow...

campus was finally reopened today, first time they've cancelled classes for three consecutive days because of weather.  so i thought i'd send a short note to the one i hate...

dear blizzard,
i hate you.  but thank you for showing me the light, i will move somewhere warm and never see your mean, punkass, suffocating self again.

hating you always,
me

ps - thanks for placing that ice in just the right spot so i would slip and fall in the parking lot, that slide was the best.  i needed that limp in my step too.

yes, i know i'm a slacker...

i haven't posted anything in a while.  the holidays, winter break, all this stupid snow, and this week has been enough to make me drop everything where it is and peace out.  so there's not much to say except my dreams are weird, my goals are unattainable, boys and men are stupid, i'm tired of hearing "we'll figure something out" or "hang in there"... i'm not that damn cat hanging on a line.  so let's hope this semester ends well so if i have to quit school at least i can say that it wasn't because i failed.  i have succeeded a lot, just caught in an uncomfortable situation that is making my future a little more dim than i had hoped.  that is all for now....

f f f f f f f finals....

well i just finished my human development final and boy was it a doosy on my brain and nervous system.  you see it was in essay format which made me want to explode and die rather than sit down and start writing.  one thing i learned in this class was my 'learned helplessness', i've never really let myself achieve.  i only chalk it up to luck or someone else's pity on me, when i really can do these things.  i can succeed, i am not an idiot, i am not perfect and have never had a problem admitting that.  but thank goodness that test is over and now only 2 more to go.  i also got an A on my paper for that class and am feeling super awesome about that!  woohoo!!!!

it's been a while...

well a lot has happened.... my dear friend lulu lost her battle with cancer and i was very sad to lose her.  she was the happiest, most joyful jokester i'd ever had the pleasure of knowing.  she's in a better place, not in pain anymore and all that jazz, but i still wish i could hear her laugh or tell me about how many candy bars she'd eaten that day (fun size ones of course).  turkey day is done and the horrible holiday of christmas is upon us.  and i have finals in a little over a week.  wtf, omg and any other acronym out there that fits this moment.  i'll have to think on that one.  so that's all for now, short and sweet.  hang in there peeps!

sick...

wish i was still in colorado.... feel like poo... yeah i said poo... wellness center doctor was not very, how you say, interested in my medical history.... hate being broke.... back to the modest mouse cd.... sending letters, cards, homemade junk to all my peeps.... need a nap and a hot bath.... that is all......

the lonesome crowded midwest...

there's nothing like making a mistake and having no way to fix it.  is it worse that you disappoint someone or that you have someone to disappoint? 

ugh.....

today = bla...